This month has been busy. There have been many ups and downs and soul-searching moments. The longer I’m here, the more I know that spiritual transformation of the poor takes time and much patience; many days I feel I little of both.
Specifically, our church youth ministry is going through some hard times. Pastor Severo, Meagan and myself have seen some patterns of negative behavior and counter-Christian lifestyles. It’s been hard to watch some of our youth continue in fruitless, worldly patterns. We all realize that we can not change them, we can’t make them want Christ, we can’t make them care about spiritual matters. So, all we can do is continue to speak hard Truth into their lives, point out areas that need repentance and a 180 degree turn, and continue to show up to support them when they want to put action to their faith. This is a really hard process. I leave the church on Wednesdays, Fridays and Sundays crying; I want our youth (and entire congregation) to want more for themselves.
Ministering to the poor takes everything in you. Mourning over injustice and fighting for God’s Truth to prevail is an emotional, spiritual, physical battle. I’m seeing clearly why God puts so much emphasis on ministering to the poor. Their natural weaknesses are blank canvases for God’s mighty power and glory to be displayed. When you have no way to help yourself, all glory goes to God in even the smallest triumphs. It’s a beautiful problem to have. I’m thankful for my poor community and what they teach me about dependence on Christ for even the smallest things!
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February in short:
. Celebrated my Capricorn friend Maggie’s 65th birthday! A friend and I surprised Maggie at her home. We brought a tart and some juice. It was the sweetest birthday celebration!
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Pray
. For Shades Mountain’s Student Ministry Team that arrives in South Africa on 16 March. I’m thrilled to have visitors and ministry partners. We’re going to work them hard, so pray for effective, fruitful ministry!
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February in photo:
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